An Act Of Contrition

Achilleion Palace, Corfu, Greece, 2012- former home of Empress Elizabeth of Austria (taken my Martha Wiggins)

Achilleion Palace, Corfu, Greece, 2012- former home of Empress Elizabeth of Austria (taken my Martha Wiggins)

     I recently came across the following beautiful prayer of contrition.  It was part of a leaflet which stated it had been reprinted from the booklet, “Flowers From the Garden of the Precious Blood”, published by the Monastery of the Precious Blood, London, Ontario.  I believe it expresses beautifully what we sometimes find hard to put into words.  I hope it touches your soul as it did mine.

 An Act Of Contrition

Forgive me my sins, O Lord, forgive me my sins – the sins of my youth – the sins of my age – the sins of my soul – the sins of my treacherous body – the sins which by frailty I have committed – my presumptive and crying sins – my idle sins – my serious, deliberate, and voluntary sins – the sins I know – the sins I do not know – the sins I have labored so long to conceal from others and which are hidden from my own memory.  Let me be absolved from ALL my offenses and delivered from the bonds of all their evils – through the Life, Death, and Passion of my Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ.  Amen.

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Lord, You Are Support

Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden by Peter Wenzel, taken by Martha Wiggins, Vatican Museum, 2012

Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden by Peter Wenzel, taken by Martha Wiggins, Vatican Museum, 2012

Lord, You are support.

Forgive me, Lord, when I let this world overwhelm me.  Forgive me, Lord, when I fail to support others when, where, or however support is needed.

Thank you, Lord, for Your strength and guidance.  Thank you, for always being my loving, unwavering, unfailing support.

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Delay Is Opportunity

Saint Paul Outside the Walls, Italy, 2011

“I heard, but I did not understand.  So I asked, ‘My lord, what will the outcome of all this be?”  Daniel 12:8

     I once posted as my status on Facebook, “I had an answered prayer today that made my heart sing!  Thank you, Lord!”  What the prayer and the answer were is not important here.  It is, however, important to know that the prayer was in answer to an ongoing prayer.  While the answer to the prayer was much desired, it is also important to know that it is only a part of the entire prayer.

     A long time ago, I learned that answers to my prayers don’t always come in my timing, but do come in His perfect timing.  I also learned that they always do come.  For years I have written daily in a prayer journal lifting up in prayer all of my family, friends, and special concerns.  (This is not the same as “Journey Through The Stillness,” my spiritual journal that I share publicly on Facebook.)  My daily prayer journal is a regular part of my prayer routine; it is prayer in written form.  I have affectionately come to call it my ‘Book of Answered Prayer’ because, over the years, I have come to realize that all of my prayers are answered.  They may not have been answered when, where, or how I expected or wished them to be, but every one, over time, was answered or resolved.  The prayer journal is my witness!  It has helped me learn to trust in the Lord, to trust completely in His ways, in His outcomes.

     Another part of my prayer routine is reading in a daily devotional entitled, “God Calling” by A.J. Russell.  This, too, I have read in faithfully for years. It speaks to my heart, and I have actually worn out several copies.  One of my favorite devotions is May 1st, which reads as follows. 

“Delay is but a wonderful and all-loving restraint of your Father -not reluctance, not desire to deny -but the Divine control of a Father who can scarcely brook the delay.  Delay has to be -sometimes.  Your lives are so linked up with those of others, so bound by circumstances that to let your desire have instant fulfillment might in many cases cause another, as earnest prayer, to go unanswered.  But think for a moment of the Love and thoughtful care that seeks to harmonize and reconcile all your desires and longings and prayers.  Delay is not denial -not even withholding.  It is the opportunity for God to work out your problems and accomplish your desires in the most wonderful way possible for you.

     Knowing and believing, that He truly does not want to delay my happiness, helps me to have patience.  Knowing there are times, when if He gave in to me and let me have my way, the earnest prayer or great need of someone else might not be fulfilled helps me to understand His delay.  Rather than a denial, delay is His opportunity to work out all things for my good.  It helps me know I can trust in His outcomes not only for myself, but all those I pray for.

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.”  Romans 8:28

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Jesus, Lover Of All Souls

The Last Supper, part of a four tapestry series on the Passion, ca 1520-30, Vatican Museum, taken 2012 by Martha Wiggins

The Last Supper, part of a four tapestry series on the Passion, ca 1520-30, Vatican Museum, taken 2012 by Martha Wiggins

      Sometimes when I am in my regular prayer routine, prior to entering into Stillness before God, I feel constant nudges to write.  I usually respond by picking up paper and pencil, letting the nudges guide me.  Today was such a time.  I have mentioned previously that I have an affinity for lost souls.  I feel that God has charged me with praying for them…

Jesus, Lover of all souls, through thy infinite love and unbinding mercy; through thy sacrificial passion and death; wash clean in thy saving blood the sinners of the world who are now in death’s agony, most especially have mercy on those who will die this day, and during this prayer.

Jesus, Lover of all souls, extend Thy saving grace of mercy to all the souls in Purgatory who are now suffering in the agony of their sins, especially those souls who have offended Thee the deepest and are most in need of Thy mercy.  Hear their cries and our pleas, O merciful Jesus, and quickly end their reparations that they may enter into the full communion of Everlasting Life with Thee.

Jesus, lover of all souls, have mercy on them all.

Amen.

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Lord, You Are My Hope

Mideival Art in Vatican Museum, taken 2012 by Martha Wiggins

Mideival Art in Vatican Museum, taken 2012 by Martha Wiggins

Lord, You are my Hope.

Forgive me, Lord, when I dwell only in the present.  Forgive me also when I waste time living in the past, or wishing things to be different.

Bless me, Lord, with the eyes to look forward in hope to see the greater picture.

Thank you, Lord, for this journey of faith which ever leads to Eternal Life with You. 

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Hear Me; Deliver Me

      I follow EWTN (Eternal Word Television Network) on facebook.  Last Thursday they shared this beautiful prayer for humility.  Read, pray, and enjoy!  (The link to their website is included at the bottom.  You will find many beautiful prayers, and aids to a deeper prayer life within their resources.  They also have wonderful spiritual programming.  Catholic or not, you will be spiritually lifted along your personal faith journey!)

Litany of Humility

RafaelCardinal Merry del Val (1865-1930),
Secretary of State for Pope Saint Pius X

 
O Jesus! meek and humble of heart, Hear me.
From the desire of being esteemed,

Deliver me, Jesus.

From the desire of being loved…
From the desire of being extolled …
From the desire of being honored …
From the desire of being praised …
From the desire of being preferred to others…
From the desire of being consulted …
From the desire of being approved …
From the fear of being humiliated …
From the fear of being despised…
From the fear of suffering rebukes …
From the fear of being calumniated …
From the fear of being forgotten …
From the fear of being ridiculed …
From the fear of being wronged …
From the fear of being suspected …

That others may be loved more than I,
Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.

That others may be esteemed more than I …
That, in the opinion of the world,
others may increase and I may decrease …
That others may be chosen and I set aside …
That others may be praised and I unnoticed …
That others may be preferred to me in everything…
That others may become holier than I,
provided that I may become as holy as I should…

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Suffering And Stripes

Midieval Vatican Art, taken by Martha Wiggins, 2012

Midieval Vatican Art, taken by Martha Wiggins, 2012

    

     I recently wrote a post about The Imitation of Christ, a devotional written in the 15th century whose authorship is attributed to Thomas a Kempis.  It is written in order to help the devout soul achieve holiness, and is the second most widely read book in the world.  It is second only to the Bible.  Today, I would like to share another excerpt  entitled, Thankfulness.

“Be GRATEFUL for the least, and thou shalt be worthy to receive greater things.  Let the least be to thee as something very great, and most contemptible as a special favor.  If thou considerest the dignity of the Giver, no gift will seem little or too mean for thee.  For that is not little which is given by the most high God.  Yea, though He give punishment and stripes, they ought to be acceptable; for whatever He suffereth to befall us, He always doth it for our salvation.  He that desireth to retain the grace of God, let him be thankful for grace when it is given, and patient when it is withdrawn.  Let him pray, that it may return;  let him be cautious and humble, lest he lose it.”  (II. 10.)

     I find this to be very rich with wisdom, guidance and inspiration.  Most notably for me, is that just as God allowed His beloved Son, Jesus Christ, to suffer punishment and stripes in His passion and death on the Cross, He may also allow me to suffer.  So many wonder why God allows suffering.  He never wishes to see us suffer, but if He deems it necessary for our personal salvation, then He will allow it to befall us.  We are to be thankful in receiving His graces, and patient when He seems to withhold them.  If that isn’t hard enough, we must also be careful to remain humble while we wait, and hopeful for its return, lest we lose it completely.  If we look even closer we will see the answer as to how we can accomplish all of this… through prayer.  If we desire to be in His grace we will accept whatever gifts of grace He bestows, even if that be suffering and stripes, and pray for humility until the return of the fullness of His grace.

 

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Treasured Artwork

Inside the Pantheon at the tomb of the famours artist Raphael is The Madonna del Sasso, by Lorenzetto, a student of Raphael. Photo taken in 2011 by Martha Wiggins.

Inside the Pantheon at the tomb of the famours artist Raphael is The Madonna del Sasso, by Lorenzetto, a student of Raphael. Photo taken in 2011 by Martha Wiggins.

     As an artist I am always in awe of and inspired by the talent of others, whether it be a painting, a statue, a photograph, or some other type of artwork.  When I create I have a feeling of accomplishment.  When I help others create I have a feeling of acceptance and of being needed.  At the same time I feel I have made a contribution; I feel worthwhile.

     We don’t have to be an actual artist to appreciate art.  We only have to be interested enough to view it with a discerning eye.  Things in art are not always what they first seem to be.  Often, as we look more closely, or move farther away, or change our perspective on the art, we begin to see more.  Maybe we notice the relationship of colors, the direction of light flow, the sharpness in contrast, or maybe we begin to see subtle themes.  As we look, we find ourselves immersed within the art, we become one with it.

    Each one of us are the handiwork of God our Creator.  It might be a good idea to view each other as works of art.  Look closer, change our perspective, and really see the essence of each being.  Don’t be surprised if you find yourself immersed within the art of someone as you notice their nuances, the way they light up at certain things, or become quiet and withdrawn when uncomfortable.  Maybe you will begin to see subtle themes in them, to understand them better, to appreciate them as treasured and valued art.

    A note of interest:  Raphael, the famous Renaissance painter, is buried in the Pantheon in Rome.  The following is inscribed on his tomb:  “Here lies Raphael, by whom Nature feared to be outdone while he lived, and when he died, feared that she herself would die.”

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Sacred Heart

One of the Stations of The Cross inside the Pantheon, Rome, Italy, 2011, taken by Martha Wiggins

One of the Stations of The Cross inside the Pantheon, Rome, Italy, 2011, taken by Martha Wiggins

“O Sacred Heart of Jesus, living and life-giving fountain of eternal life, infinite treasure of the Divinity, and glowing furnace of love.  You are my sanctuary.  O adorable and glorious Savior, consume my heart with that burning fire that ever inflames Your Heart.

Pour down on my soul those graces which flow from Your Love.  Let my heart be one with, and in all things conformed to, Yours.  May Your Will be the rule of both my desires and my actions.  Amen.  (St. Alphonsus Liguori)

     When I read the above prayer by Saint Alphonsus Liguori I am immediately struck by the number of names he uses to refer to the Sacred Heart of Jesus:  living and life-giving fountain of eternal life; infinite treasure of the Divinity; glowing furnace of love; sanctuary; adorable and glorious Savior.  Choose any one of them and meditate on it.

     For example: ‘living and life-giving fountain of eternal life’ – To me this says Christ is alive.  He is alive in my heart and throughout the world.  As long as I am with Him the flow of life is never ending, eternal.  Another: ‘glowing furnace of love’ – To me this says that Christ’s love for me and for all of mankind is not theoretical.  It is real, it has warmth and can be felt.  If I but stand by the furnace of His love I will take on His warm glow that others might feel attracted to Him through me.

     Just like the multi-faceted meanings of the words in this beautiful prayer, the Bible is also rich with similar imagery and beauty.  When we take time to pause and meditate on the richness of each word we will be greatly rewarded with inspiration.  We may then find it a little easier to let His will rule both our desires and our actions.

“O adorable and glorious Savior, consume my heart with that burning fire that ever inflames Your Heart.”

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A House In Ruins

Interior of the Pantheon, Rome, Italy, 2011, taken by Martha Wiggins

Interior of the Pantheon, Rome, Italy, 2011, taken by Martha Wiggins

“You expected much, but see, it turned out to be little.  What you brought home, I blew away. Why?” declares the LORD Almighty. “Because of my house, which remains a ruin, while each of you is busy with your own house.”  Haggai 1:9

     Occasionally I share some of my favorite spiritual prayers, routines, and tools.  I call them Celestial Habits. Today I am sharing something which had a huge impact on my life many years ago.

     Most of us are very busy people, with big responsibilities in the way of jobs and caring for our families and loved ones.  Too often we have no choice but to put ourselves on the back burner.  When it comes to our spiritual self it is an entirely different matter.  While our hopes, dreams, and even out physical and monetary needs sometimes suffer because of immediate, serious responsibilities, our faith cannot be neglected if we hope to truly fulfill those responsibilities.

     In the verse from Haggai, we see how we can become so focused on our own busy life, our own house, that His house sits in ruin.  His house can mean our body, which is His temple, or our Faith, which through His grace is our lifeline to Him.  We also see in Haggai that if we neglect His house, our house will become in ruins; it will be blown away!  He says we expect much, but are so busy with ourselves and our responsibilities that we actually get little as a result.  In Haggai, the Lord warns us about being too busy! 

“Now this is what the LORD Almighty says: “Give careful thought to your ways.  You have planted much, but harvested little.  You eat, but never have enough.  You drink, but never have your fill.  You put on clothes, but are not warm.  You earn wages, only to put them in a purse with holes in it.”  (Haggai 1:5-6)

     Such was my life years ago, when raising three wonderful children, (a daughter who danced, and two sons who played baseball), teaching Art part-time at their school, and helping my husband start and grow his accounting firm.  We also had four cats, two dogs, and at times a few goldfish.  Actually, not much has changed today, except the kids are grown.  We are still very much involved with them, and now have wonderful, aging parents to help care for.  I don’t teach Art any more, but I do work part-time at our office.  And, our pets are now two beagles, two cats, and two turtles!  I share this only to make the point, like you, I am busy.  Too busy not to pray!

     The something which made a huge impact on my life was an inspiring book by Bill Hybels, entitled, “Too Busy Not to Pray.”  Hybels explains, “Prayerless people are cut off from God’s prevailing power, and the frequent result is the familiar feeling of being overwhelmed, overrun, beat down, pushed around, defeated.  Surprising numbers of people are willing to settle for lives like that.  Don’t be one of them.  Nobody has to live like that.  Prayer is the key to unlocking God’s prevailing power in your life.”

     I had a rich, full prayer life, but this book gave me, in simple terms, a way of maintaining that prayer life even in the very busy times.  For those who need it, and I did, he gives a method which is quite easy to follow.  It is how I learned the art of prayer journaling.  I now have more than ten years worth of journals that I affectionately call my “Books of Answered Prayer.”  I have proof that God hears, and answers all of my prayers.  I didn’t say He answered them all in the way I wanted them answered, but over the years all my prayers have been answered.

     Time was the biggest issue for me back then.  To make prayer journaling a priority in my prayer routine, I began to get up an extra fifteen minutes earlier than the rest of my household.  I went in the bathroom, closed the door, and sat on the edge of the tub, to gain the time and privacy I wanted.  I followed the journaling plan in the book: ACTS, A for Adoration, C for Confession, T for Thanksgiving, and S for Supplications.  Simple, yet effective, when followed.  I have prayed my children and husband through every day of their lives.  I always prayed that God would help my husband and I raise our children in the way He would have them raised, to be who He wanted them to be.  Every single day, I also write in my journal, “Lord, bless Turner and I.  Bless our Faith, our marriage, health, parenting, and finances.”

     I begin each day’s entry with a single word of praise, such as, “Lord you are Hope.” (Eternal, Sovereign, Creator, Almighty, Steadfast, etc.)  I confess simply, such as, “Lord, forgive me for judging others.” (for pride, gossip, anger, doubt, etc.)  Then I thank Him for something current, “Safety on the roads over the weekend.” (Time spent with one of the kids, a special prayer answered, etc.)  Then, and only then do I ask for those blessings and answers that I am in need of, my supplications.  And, I always sign off, “Bless our home and our pets.  Love, Martha.”

     I know you are all as busy as I am, so I know you are all too busy not to pray!  Prayer journaling is a great way to start a prayer routine or to rejuvenate one.  Dedicating a specific time to prayer and writing it down is a beautiful way of seeing His Hand at work in your life.  “Prayer is the key to unlocking God’s prevailing power in your life.”

     The Pantheon in Rome was built around 27-25 BC and still stands today in beautifully preserved condition.  It has withstood the tests of time.  Let the houses we build for the Lord also withstand the tests of time.

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