I Am Love

1391970_568939809822247_1815335477_n“But what about you? he asked.  Who do you say I am?”  Mark 8:29

In a previous post I discussed owning your faith; knowing what you believe and why you believe it.  Today I am sharing a entry from Journey Through The Stillness, my personal spiritual journal.  This particular entry discusses who we are in relation to God. It is especially appropriate during Lent as part of our self-discernment process.  What does it personally mean when you say He is God?

September 22, 2010He says, “You say you will be still, for I am God.  You know that I am God, and I AM.  What does this mean?  I am your God; I am the God of all.  What does this mean?”  I feel He is waiting to be answered, but I just sit in thought.  Then I say, “You ARE God.  You are LIFE.  I MUST live in and through You.  I MUST accept myself for WHO I am; a child of God.  I MUST give over to You all that I think, do  and say; ALL that I am.  I MUST accept myself AS I am; the way You created me, in your image and likeness.  I MUST be the person you WILL me to be, a person of love.  You are God.  You are LOVE.  We are united in love, not just You and I, but all of creation.  I MUST live in the unity of love now and forever.  I am created by You for that very purpose.”  He smiles, “Well said, my daughter, now go and live in love.”

I guess I will just leave it at that!  God Bless All!

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Commune In Passion

Saint Paul Outside the Walls, Italy, 2011

Saint Paul Outside the Walls, Italy, 2011

“When anyone speaks, it should be like words of God.  When anyone ministers, it should be from the virtue that God provides, so that in all things God may be honored through Jesus Christ.  To him is glory and dominion forever and ever. Amen.”  1 Peter 4:11

We often speak before we think.  We often act out of habit, without understanding the reason we act.

In 1 Peter we are told that our words should be like God’s, that our actions should come out of virtues instilled in us.  In other words, we should not just be going through the motions by saying what we think others want to hear, and by doing what we think is expected of us.

First, we must discern what should be said, what must be said.  We must speak in such a way as to always give honor and glory to God.  We must speak in such a way as to further His will.  To do so, we must strive to keep our words and conversations about things that are good and holy, that do not tear down, that do not cause us, or another, to sin.  We must think before we speak.

We also must discern the reason for our actions.  Do we act out of selfishness or selflessness?  Do our actions come from an innate desire to do good, to help others, or to make ourselves look good?  Our motives must honor God.  We must act and serve in a Godly manner because it feels right in our soul.

1 Peter 4:12 adds another dimension to our words and actions.  Not only must we think before we speak, and act in a God honoring way, but we must “not choose to sojourn in the passion that is a temptation.”  We know the things that tempt us, whether they be food, lust, deceit, gossip, etc.  We are specifically told not to hang around these temptations, thereby increasing out chances for sinful behavior.  We are not to repeatedly put ourselves in harm’s way!

But 1 Peter is not just about telling us what not to do, but also offers an anecdote for these unwanted behaviors.  “But instead, commune in the Passion of Christ, and be glad that, when his glory will be revealed, you too may rejoice with exultation.” (1 Peter 4:13)

     Commune, according to Merriam-Webster, means to communicate intimately with.  We are to become intimate with Christ in His Passion. Lent is a perfect time to work on this special and holy intimacy.  Reflect on His Passion by reading it in The Gospels, by praying and reflecting on the Stations of The Cross.  Act on it by finding ways to sacrifice, to experience self denial.  Give to your fellowman, the poor, the sick, the suffering out of the innate virtue of goodness in your heart.

When you commune in the Passion of Christ, the rest will fall into place.  To know Him is to love Him.  To love Him is to love all others.  To love others is to become like Him in both our words and actions.  And when we become like Him, we can be glad, knowing that when His glory is revealed, we too may rejoice with exultation.  We too may share in His resurrected Life Eternal.

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Journey To Salvation

486px-Jesus_On_A_Mountain_Alone_001“But if from there you seek the LORD your God, you will find him if you seek him with all your heart and with all your soul.”  Deuteronomy 4:28

Lent is a special time of reflection and preparation.  We reflect on the meaning of our life and we prepare to receive new life through the Resurrection of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.

Giving up candy and chocolates, or snacks between meals are some ways of denying ourselves comforts that we enjoy so that we can offer it up as a sacrifice.  Self denial is only a part of our Lenten journey.

Alms giving is another way to sacrifice.  It shows our commitment to care for all of God’s children.  While it is good to put the needs of someone else ahead of our own, alms giving is also only a part of our Lenten journey.

The real Lenten journey begins within ourselves.  It is an inward reflection on the very meaning of our existence.  We ask questions such as, Who am I?  Why am I?  What am I supposed to do?  Why did God send His only Son to live and die for me?  How can I get to Heaven?  Without the answers to these questions our lives are meaningless.  Without the answers to these questions we are merely wanderers through space and time.

I have a book, entitled “A Deeper Walk,” which is a compilation of inspirational devotions from famous Christian authors.  In it is one of the best inspirations I have ever read on seeking salvation for ourselves:

“Life’s Breath — An inquirer went to a wise hermit who was known as a man of God.  “Tell me the way of salvation,” he asked.  The hermit led him to the river.  There he grabbed the inquirer and held his head under the water.  The man fought desperately to get free, but the hermit was strong and held him under.  Finally, when he thought his lungs would burst and he had nearly lost all strength, the hermit released him.  As the man coughed and gasped for breath, the hermit said, “When you want salvation as much as you wanted air, you will find it.”  God knows that we will not truly come to Him until we realize that our lives depend on it.  When we recognize that we need God more than anything, we will seek Him desperately.”  (Contributed by Tom Jones)

Lent consists of 40 days and nights.  Some have already passed by, but it is not too late to start and end each day with a prayer.  Ask God to show you who you are meant to be, to show you personally why He sent His Son to save you.  Ask Him to grant you salvation and Life Eternal with Him.

“Don’t be alarmed,” he said. “You are looking for Jesus the Nazarene, who was crucified.  He has risen! He is not here.  See the place where they laid him.”  Mark 16:6

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Stations Of The Cross, 7 & 8

Crucifix in Sistine Chapel, taken by Martha McDuff Wiggins, 2012

Crucifix in Sistine Chapel, taken by Martha McDuff Wiggins, 2012

“Carrying his own cross, he went out to the place of the Skull (which in Aramaic is called Golgotha).”  John 19:17

This post contains the Seventh and Eight Stations from my personal prayer book, “Blessed Be God.”

Seventh Station: Jesus Falls the Second Time.

 Pray:  We adore Thee, O Christ, and we bless Thee.  Because by Thy holy cross Thou hast redeemed the world.

Consider the second fall of Jesus under the cross –a fall which renews the pain of all the wounds of the head and members of our afflicted Lord.

My most gentle Jesus, how many times Thou hast pardoned me and how many times have I fallen again, and begun again to offend Thee!  Oh, by the merits of this new fall, give me the necessary helps to persevere in Thy grace until death.  Grant that in all temptations which assail me I may always commend myself to Thee.  I love Thee, Jesus, my love, with my whole heart; I repent of having offended Thee.  Never permit me to offend Thee again.  Grant that I may love Thee always; and then do with me what Thou wilt.

“Jesus turned and said to them, ‘Daughters of Jerusalem, do not weep for me; weep for yourselves and for your children.”  Luke 23:28

Eighth Station: Jesus Speaks to the Daughters of Jerusalem.

 Pray:  We adore Thee, O Christ, and we bless Thee.  Because by Thy holy cross Thou hast redeemed the world.

Consider that those women wept with compassion at seeing Jesus in so pitiable a state, streaming with blood, as He walked along.  But Jesus said to them, “Weep not for Me but for your children.”

My Jesus, laden with sorrows, I weep for the offenses that I have committed against Thee, because of the pains which they have deserved, and still more because of the displeasure which they have caused Thee, Who hast loved me so much.  It is Thy love, more than the fear of hell, which causes me to weep for my sins.  My Jesus, I love Thee more than myself; I repent of having offended Thee.  Never permit me to offend Thee again.  Grant that I may love Thee always; and then do with me what Thou wilt.

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Lord, You Are Forgiveness

One of the Stations of The Cross inside the Pantheon, Rome, Italy, 2011, taken by Martha Wiggins

One of the Stations of The Cross inside the Pantheon, Rome, Italy, 2011, taken by Martha Wiggins

Lord, You are Forgiveness.

Forgive me, Lord, when I fail to forgive others, as You do, even myself.  Forgive me when I hold others to an higher standard than even I can live up to.  Forgive me, Lord, when I am forgiven by You, yet do not extend the same to others.

Thank you, Lord, for washing away my own guilt and sin, and for offering Your Salvation to all mankind.  Fill my heart with the same mercy and compassion as You, Lord, and help me to forgive as I am forgiven.

Amen.

As we pray and meditate on the Stations of The Cross during Lent, let us each remember that we have been forgiven much.  Then, let us extend that same mercy and forgiveness to all.

Many of the ‘sins’ we deem have been committed against us, are truly only ‘perceived’ by us.  The offenders may not even be aware of the  offense, or the pain and hurt they may have caused us.  Release them into God’s Hands, for only He knows their true intent, their heart, their soul.

As for the real sins committed against us, God knows.  El Roi, The God Who Sees, will remember and mete out justice accordingly.  Again, release all of these into His Hands also.

Then, pray fiercely for forgiveness of your own sins, and the sins of all mankind against God.  There is no more perfect way to do this than meditating and praying on the Passion of Our Lord through the Stations of the Cross.

Blessings to all of you on your Lenten journey of faith.

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In The Shadow of Forgiveness

Prayer:  Lord, let me walk through this day in the shadow of Your loving mercy and forgiveness, yet in the Light of Your Resurrection and Everlasting Joy.”  MMW)

Sometimes it isn’t just others we need to forgive.  Often it is ourselves.  If you are having difficulty forgiving yourself for something, know that there is no sin, if repented and confessed, that God will not forgive.  Bring all of your shortcomings and failures to the foot of the Cross.  Let His loving forgiveness and mercy fill you with hope.

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Impossible Forgiveness?

Taken in Vatican Museum, 2012, by Martha Wiggins

Taken in Vatican Museum, 2012, by Martha Wiggins

“And Jesus said, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do.”  (Luke 23:34)

      Forgiveness is something that many of us have problems with.  There are times and circumstances where forgiveness seems absolutely impossible. ( Yesterday I shared a quote of mine in a post entitled “In The Light Of Forgiveness.”  If it is something you struggle with, you might go back and read it in conjunction with today’s post.) 

     Today, I would like to come at forgiveness from another angle.  When Jesus hung on the Cross, He asked God to forgive those who had crucified Him.  They had committed the most horrific acts of violence against Him, even unto His death, and still Jesus asked His Father in Heaven to forgive them.  And as He did, he added, “for they know not what they do.”

     When we find forgiveness difficult because someone has wronged us, someone has sinned against us, we must look to Jesus’ example.  If we cannot let go of our own pain and sorrow over our real or perceived hurts, we can still seek forgiveness for those who hurt us by realizing that they too know not what they do.  We might believe that the hurt dealt us was fully intended and not deserving of forgiveness.  We may be right.  If that is truly the case, as was with Christ’s Crucifixion, then they are losing much more than we are.  We are hurting, yet they are loosing their life!  They are choosing to turn their back on mercy, forgiveness, and love.  They are choosing to forego Eternal Life with Jesus.

     When we choose to see the perpetrators in this light we begin to see them for what they truly are, which is wretched sinners who know not what they do.  If they truly fully understood that in purposefully hurting you they were hurting themselves even more so, they may choose differently.

     While it is probably not a good idea to throw this in their face in the heat of the moment, it is definitely another way of approaching forgiveness.  And, if we are humble enough to look closely at ourselves, we may see many instances where we too need forgiveness… for we know not what we do. 

     Changing the lens through which we look at our hurts and our purpetrators may give us the needed catalyst to forgive both them and ourselves.  May God bless all of you in your attempts at forgiveness.  It may take more than one try for many of us, but it is worth the effort.  Being unforgiving takes such a large toll on one’s soul. 

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In The Light Of Forgiveness

“Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I fear no evil; for you are with me.”  Psalm 23:4

     As forgiveness is such a difficult task, I am dedicating this week to posts delving into various ways of viewing it.  I once shared the following quote of mine on Facebook:  “Forgiveness means you walk away from the hurt and into the Light.  You leave it in God’s hands and ask Him to send a resolution.  Forgiving someone doesn’t mean subjecting yourself to mistreatment or misery.  It just means you can let go and let God, and then be open to resolution when it presents itself!”  Because of the number of comments and questions it drew, I decided to offer the following to better explain.

First, know I truly understand how difficult forgiveness can be.  I know there is no such thing as just forgive and forget when there is deep hurt or serious consequences surrounding that which needs to be forgiven.  Also, please don’t think that I speak from atop a pillar never having experienced hurt or deep disappointment in someone.  I have, just as I am sure everyone has.

Second, I believe forgiveness must occur in order to make us whole again.  I do know that in order to do so, we must get outside ourselves.  For if we continue to focus on our inner hurt, if we continue to focus on what ifs and buts, we will always take one step toward the Light and then retreat right back into the darkness.  We will continue to hide in the dark, waiting for the offender to make things right!  In order to get outside ourselves we must not let the hurt define who we are.  I believe when we are defined by hurt all of our thoughts and actions are a direct result of that very real pain.  Then we are no longer in control.  It is the hurt that rules our lives.

Third, we must come to terms with the knowledge that we do not control the other person.  They may or may not be hurt by the situation themselves, and they may or may not ever come to apologize.  They may not even realize they have caused the hurt!  We cannot control them, but we can control ourselves.  Accepting that we can not control the other person doesn’t mean we do not feel the pain, or that the hurt doesn’t exist.  It just means we are now going to be the one in control of it.

Fourth, we cannot do it alone.  If the hurt is too deep, it may not be in our power to forgive, or even to control.  It is here we must go down on our knees and seek His help, His comfort, His wisdom, His power, to resolve the situation.  In doing so, we step from darkness into the Light.  We allow God to find the right solution for all.  We wait patiently in the Light instead of hiding in the dark.

Last, we open ourselves to the resolution when it presents itself.  When we allow God to resolve the situation in His own time, His own Way, we must accept His answer.  It may come in the form of an apology, or something else may happen which overrides the situation, something which is more important, more immediate.  It may even just be that a feeling of peace comes over us about the whole thing, that somehow we can now live with it; we can let it go.  Whatever the outcome, we have to be watchful for it, so as not to be so focused on our hurt that we miss it!  For if we miss His resolution, we will return to the darkness.

A perfect place to begin is with the simple desire to forgive.  Place your hurt at the foot of the Cross and let His Light pull you through the darkness.  Then, walk into the Light sure in the knowledge that all is resolved, all is forgiven through Him.

“The peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”  Philippians 4:7

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Stations Of The Cross, 5 & 6

422px-Ecce_Homo_(Joan_de_Joanes)_-_0507“A certain man from Cyrene, Simon, the father of Alexander and Rufus, was passing by on his way in from the country, and they forced him to carry the cross.”  Mark 15:21

This post contains the Fifth and Sixth Stations (Taken from a prayerbook entitled “Blessed Be God”)…

Fifth Station: The Cyrenian Helps Jesus to Carry His Cross.

 Pray:  We adore Thee, O Christ, and we bless Thee.  Because by Thy holy cross Thou hast redeemed the world.

Consider that the Jews seeing that at each step Jesus, from weakness, was on the point of expiring, and fearing that He would die on the way when they wished Him to die the ignominious death of the cross, constrained Simon the Cyrenian to carry the cross, behind Our Lord.

My most sweet Jesus, I will not refuse the cross as the Cyrenian did; I accept it, I embrace it.  I accept in particular the death that Thou hast desinted for me with all the pains which may accompany it; I unite it to Thy death, I offer it to Thee.  Thou hast died for love of me, I will die for love of Thee, and to please Thee.  Help me by Thy grace.  I love Thee, Jesus, my love; I repent of having offended Thee.  Never permit me to offend Thee again.  Grant that I may love Thee always, and then do with me what Thou wilt.

“A large number of people followed him, including women who mourned and wailed for him.”  Luke 23:27

Sixth Station: Veronica Wipes the Face of Jesus.

 Pray:  We adore Thee, O Christ, and we bless Thee.  Because by Thy holy cross Thou hast redeemed the world.

Consider that the holy woman named Veronica, seeing Jesus so afflicted, and His face bathed in sweat and blood, presented Him with a towel with which He wiped His adorable face, leaving on it the impression of His holy countenance.

My most beloved Jesus, Thy face was beautiful before, but in this journey it has lost all its beauty, and wounds and blood have disfigured it.  Alas! my soul also was once beautiful, when it received Thy grace in baptism; but I have disfigured it since by my sins.  Thou alone, my Redeemer, canst restore it to its former beauty.  Do this by Thy Passion, and then do with me what Thou wilt.

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One God In Three Persons

520px-Shield-Trinity-Scutum-Fidei-English-001_svgToday I am sharing a devotional prayer to the Holy Trinity.  Read and pray it slowly, thoughtfully.  Let its beauty penetrate your soul…

Prayer To The Holy Trinity

I ADORE Thee, O my God, one God in three Persons;  I humble myself before Thy Majesty.  Thou alone art being, life, truth, beauty, and goodness.

I glorify Thee, I praise Thee, I thank Thee, and I love Thee, all incapable and unworthy as I am, in union with the dear Son, Jesus Christ, our Saviour and our Father, in the mercifulness of His Heart and through His infinite merits.

I wish to serve Thee, to please Thee, to obey Thee, and to love Thee always, in union with Mary immaculate, Mother of God and our Mother, loving also and serving my neighbor for Thy sake.

Therefore, give me the Holy Spirit to enlighten , correct, and guide me in the way of thy Commandments, and in all perfection, until I come to the happiness of heaven, where I shall glorify Thee forever.  Amen.

(From “Blessed Be God”, A Complete Catholic Prayer Book – mine since I was a yound child.)

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